"I will hold my head high

Lift my hands to the sky

Rise above all who try to bring me down

I will hold my head high"

This is what I'm striving to do, even though the "all who try to bring me down" is most of the time me. (Oh yeah, the song is "I will hold my head high" from Third Day's Album Wire).

Wow, the last week has been ... interesting. Quite anxiety provoking at times, exciting, boring - you know the kind where you're ansty one second, bored the next, then extremely weee!!!! and then desiring the cry the next? yep. That pretty much sums it up. On Monday night I had an extreme anxiety attack, for I was quite stressed out about this oral presentation and all this other *cough* stuff I had to do. I was also VERY frustrated with confusing members of my group, for I really had no idea what we were really supposed to be doing.

Well I guess two things came out of this: I let off a WHOLE bunch of steam that was building within me (yay for Ian, who listened to me rant, cry and be bitter for probably about 3 hours). And we finished our presentation and it was alright, for I don't think that I made too much of an idiot of myself and I even told a different group that they should consider impulses when designing a part of their project. So there's my physics nerdy-ness for the day :P (even though there's much more of the where it came from - I derived (not really, but it sounds more exciting than "I came up with") some formulas to find out how much force is potentially needed for each part of our device - I was feeling quite proud of myself. )

I slept until 9:45 this morning - it was excellent. I haven't been getting nearly enough sleep lately, thus the moody-ness has increased and the patience has decreased significantly. But this sleep was quite good, for it was the kind in which you just kind of lay there and you're completely out with minimal amounts of dreams.

I should probably go and do some work on my chem lab, for it's due tomorrow, as opposed to next tuesday. (yay for the last chem lab!)