Black and White
I think that my "black and white" world is slowly (or quickly) cracking around me, causing a lot of unwanted angst. No longer is anything "good" or "bad" but those lovely shades of grey in between... So this causes much questioning and the need to re-evaluate many things and MUCH confusion.
I feel like I don't really know who I am or anything around me, for I still want to classify something as good or bad, yet there's always those mistakes or redeeming features, and this creates a lot of cognitive dissonance and anxiety...
I just feel like I don't know. And that scares me. Same with letting go.
posted by Bean @ 1:50 p.m.
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3 Comments:
Hey, I remember when something like that happened to me. It used to be that when one little bad thing would happen my entire day would be ruined. But now that things are neither ever entirely good or entirely bad incidences that doesn't happen as often. So maybe its a good thing that things are becoming shades of grey. I think there's a song by amanda marshall called shades of grey....
Christine, I hope things are well and such with you and I know howyou feel. It's hard to distinguish things when they become grey. The clarity of black and white makes life much easier!
I know we haven't gone for coffee but maybe we should bake a cake or something (I know Tammy would be up for that!) and chill at our place... Let me know :) See you this weekend! *hugs*
You have to go read my blog for I posted something really funny on it for you!!
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